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[Jun. 27th, 2036|05:28 pm] |
| [ | Where I'm At |
| | Compy | ] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  Very Very Amused | ] |
| [ | My Music |
| | Ben Folds - Heist | ] |
If you want me to add you, leave me a little comment :D
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| New LJ |
[Aug. 3rd, 2006|09:30 am] |
| [ | Where I'm At |
| | Bed | ] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | My Music |
| | Faye Wong | ] |
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| No more |
[Jul. 25th, 2006|12:31 am] |
| [ | Where I'm At |
| | Doom day | ] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  A killing mood | ] |
| [ | My Music |
| | vast - im dying | ] |
I feel like leashing out right now..
This shall be one of my last posts in this journal. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|02:39 am] |
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Happy Fourth everyone! |
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| Haxed from Chris :D |
[Jun. 18th, 2006|08:43 pm] |
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a spatula, either way.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
leave an anonymous comment with: one secret. one compliment. one love note. lyrics to a song. how old you are. how long we've been friends. and a hint to who you are. and anything else you'd like to say.
Please do it : ) FYI i haxed this from some one. Sorry! |
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| So.. |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|02:35 pm] |
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So kenneth and i had a little chat in our 6th period science class and have decided by far that live journal "pwns" myspace. haha, pwn such a funny word. So hmm yes...Myspace = bad next to livejournal is a summary of the up above....
Wow. Just wow, im half way through writing this and i get major knocks at my door going wendy wendy!! My friend tom and people are outside going "Your horses are out on the road!" Im just like..."WHAT?! are you flippin kidding me?! I just took my pill too!" So i get up and run out the door trying to help everyone, there are people everywhere stopped on the street, my horses aren't being coopertive and my mind is going wild. After thirty some minutes of pestering the damn horses we finally figured out how to get them in. Right now, i can't say i blame my horses at all...When i went down there in the field today to put them back i looked around to see that the yard is a mess, the field is falling apart and the fence is shit. Oh i wonder how and why the horses got out. I don't blame them one bit. If anyone that saw and helped is reading this, thank you very much for your help, i don't know what id do with out you all. So now my mind is pounding because of my medicine and ive been running around. Wow, this hurts.
When i finally walked back upto the house, my mom was in tears and i was like oh no! whats wrong?! but she gave me a hug and said how sorry she was she couldn't do anything and she felt so bad for putting the embaressment on me. I was just in total shock that i burst into tears while hugging her. I wanted to make her smile but inside i was crying because she felt so totally usless...I finally felt connected with my mom again. Her and i talked for a little bit and we just decided, there is going to be a national burn day in our back yard because her and i are going to burn everything thats a piece of garabage in that yard. Flat out soak it in gasoline and light it away.
It just opened my eyes to a lot of things...I want to make things better around my house. I want to make people feel better. Im sorry.
Screw the pain, it doesn't matter to me anymore, what matters is making my family and friends stop hurting.
Oh and the one other living thing to greet me was my fur ball zelda. haha she is adorable. in other words, thank you everyone!!!! |
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[Mar. 8th, 2006|03:51 pm] |
I fail one math test and i go from Super happy to super shitty >.<
Here is an example of my moods :
 Happy!
 Sad
I thought i had it..I honestly thought i did. Im sorry for everyone i chewed out recently. I truely am. ive been letting everything get to my head to much and its just been making me super stressed. Im sorry. I hope you can forgive me.
Well i guess i need to look on the positive things now. At least i get to retake it. Tomorrows my 1 year anniversery , im excited about that. Pax is soon, i have better grades in my other classes i don't have to worry about. Oh thank god for that *sighs in relaxation* Im also excited. I get my permit on saturday, I get to go to lilis party and i go into drivers ed on the 14th. I also got a 100 % on my english essay for the pre wasl. Things are starting to look better. So by tomorrow i should look like this:
So um yeah. Thats my entry...yup...
PS AMANDA WE NEED TO HANG OUT! I HAVN'T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER!
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[Mar. 7th, 2006|05:57 pm] |
THIS IS HOW HAPPY I AM!
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| BUBBLES |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|05:45 pm] |
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You know what? Right now i feel kinda bubbly. More then i ever have before. I had a lot of fun out of school. Especially at taco hell. Free nachos haha. Then coming back and skipping the rest of 6th period. Rad if i do say so myself. My techno is making me feel bubbly so is my avatar...Spinning happiness. I guess things in life arn't so bad when you look at them positivly. Like school. I get to be with friends. Thats always fun. Im super excited about pax. I super excited about getting the wasl over with. Everything just adds up to happiness or negativness depending on how you look at it. Yesterday i guess was the oppisite but thats over. Its all cool! Woohoo! |
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| You win... |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|06:07 pm] |
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You make me feel jealousy. You make me feel replaced. I felt this because of you from the second week i met you. I give up. You win. |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|05:06 am] |
| [ | My Mood |
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| | Panic! at the disco | ] |
So lately...Ive been thinking about everything..I tried looking on the positive side of things but something just went wrong. Theres been major things on my mind that just wont leave me alone..My grandma passing, Stress from all my school work and fighting with matt less then 2 days since ive been home....To me the positive is just washed away from all eyes to see. Im kinda feeling hurt now... but im trying not to be emo...After all the times ive spoken against emo...I was already told that i am apathetic so hey theres my first step to being an emo kid..
Today is my first day back to school...Im kinda scared to go back though..What will happen with my grades? Will everyone else think im apathetic too? v.v
i don't really want to go back to school but i really just want to take a vacation that doesn't capsize in the first week..
Well..I can kinda say one thing has gone right since ive been home..Im pre regged for PAX06 with the rest of the group. Im actually really excited about that... The gaming, the concerts, the hanging with friends, more gaming....
Well, you know what? ive been thinking of another thing...Im gonna stop posting in LJ for a while and stop being a little wuss..its lame times 645644536 See you all in the future... |
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[Feb. 19th, 2006|07:34 pm] |
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So, Im currently back in indiana after the week trip to columbus ohio. Man was that a hectic week....Well lets see here. It started out pretty normal. We got to the hyatt on capital square and had a really fun time.But then we went to the the swim meet. My sister got kicked off the relay and i felt really bad and i wished i could have helped her. But later the next morning, My sister had a wonderful swim and she said she didn't know why she swam that good, she just felt releaved. Well sarah went back with her team and then we found out that we got a call about my grandma...My grandma past away that morning. I felt absolutly horrible. Well i just wanted someone to talk to while my parents decided if they wanted to tell sarah or not so i called matt. That didn't go to well and i felt horrible for the rest of the night. Well during that night, Elisabeth, Leif and i walked down to the mall below us and we got a call that leifs kitty chocobo was in the vet with heart problems. Everything just kept getting worse.So then yesterday came and we had to sit through 5 heats of the mile. 16 minutes on average per each race. Later that night my parents took us to the hotel and we ate there.They went out and came back around 12 am. But then this morning crashed everything...The valet parking people last night didn't take the car out to the garage as told to and some drunk guy convinced them that our retal ford expidition was his! They knew he was drunk and he didn't have a ticket! Arg, someone was being uber stupid that night. So we woke up at 6 to find that out and we didn't get on teh road until 12pm and we missed church with my sister which made it even worse. I swear, someone is trying to pick on us hahaha. But then later today we traveled back from ohio to bloomington were i got to see my sisters dorm. Its really fun :) Well before getting to it though, we had to find a hotel...OH we found one alright. It said 6 person suite with 6 person jaquzie.Bull crap. One bed, two rooms and a three person spa....Stupid ramada. But we stayed and so far we are having fun. Im just glad this place has free internet. Well my dad needs to get on. I MISS YOU ALL! I can't wait to come home and see you all! See ya later kids! *waves* |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|09:02 am] |
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Kats a poo head....hahah thanks alot for tagging me.
I've been tagged....
The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner. Need to mention the sex of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged. if tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.
The 8 traits I most want in a boy:
1. He needs to be fun!
2. Some one who will just love me and care for me
3. Some one who is always there for me.
4. Hmmm a boy who is not afraid to meet my friends
5. A boy who will play video games with me
6. Needs to be sarcastic because i have a sarcastic side
7. Needs to be romantic
8. Some one fun!
But see, i already have this boy. Matt ^_^
- Velva
- Kat
- Lou
- Amanda
- Becky
- Tina
- Erik
- Matt
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| ACTION PACKED |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | My Music |
| | Kablamo | ] |
Ok so let me just start out this blog with a simple reply.. TODAY WAS INSANE! haha. So i was startled at 12 am to find that a tree had crashed in my front yard. It landed on the power lines which blew the whole covington circuit...SORRY FOR EVERYONE WITH OUT POWER. so, anyways, ive been up since midnight with no sleep. Also, i just have to say the guy who tried removing the tree of the power lines was completly stupid. He tried lifting it with a back hoe but what he didn't think about was the angle he had it at. So when he dropped the tree, it came back and hit it. It was quite funny to find that he was so stupid. The winds were crazy though. We are right at the bottom of a wind cycle so we get blasted by high speed winds like non other. Compared to some houses that are just on a regular straight street who get like 60-70 mile an hour winds, we get 80-90 mile an hour winds. Pretty damn scary. So anyway, i have more news about today.
So as most of you know, tonight was the basketball game against kentwood...Well during third quarter, some of us decided to hike over to the other side and meet some friends. Well apparently kentwood didn't want us over there. TOO FREAKIN BAD. Its our school. Well anyway, I left like 2 minutes before two other people did (they will not be named due to dire consiquences)and apprently, those two other people who stayed behind got in a little mess. Some lady didn't want them over there so she pushed one of them off the stairs. This person didn't want to start anything so they kinda backed off away. The lady was like flippin out and shoutin some vulgar things. Another guy was singing a shitty song. So the person who shall not be named walked away with the other person. They had a chat with security and so the bitch flipped out and said she didn't push down and i laughed. Then after consoling my friend, i went back when the game ended, someone ran towards me telling me shits happin in the commons, I run thinking oh shit my instrument is gonna get killed. But to my surprise, There was a fight between a pepband member and a basketball player. I flat out want to clober that bitch though. We could create a mass pepband squad with all the instruments and just mob them. ARG! Stupid bitch.
anyway, enough of me ranting. I had an action packed day. I hope everyone else did:) Well off to guild wars! Have fun tonight kool kids! |
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| happy days :) |
[Feb. 9th, 2006|02:45 pm] |
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So today happens to be one of the best days of my lief :) Its my 11th month anniversary with Matt ^_^ I woke up and got ready to go to jazz band in the morning like always but when i got in the car, there was a red rose in my seat. Brightened my morning up :) Then i went off to school to get a voice mail from him:) brightened me up in fourth period. Then when school ended, i got in the car and there were five white tulips in my seat. They are so pretty ^_^ *squeels* So we got home and i went into my room and to my surpise i found five orangish yellow tulips with a pretty white russ bear :) With every flower bunch he gave me came a little note. He made me smile all through out the day. And on the last one i got, it said are you having fun yet? so im kinda wondering if there is more to this surprising day hehe. I just had a wonderful and im hoping everyone else is too.
Ok so now that ive told you about my most happiest day, im going to tell you some more stuff. Today in fifth period, my friends and i had a blast from the past. We started talking about our old elementary days and our recesses and how fun everything used to be. The funnest days of my life hehe. Then in sixth period, we all had a blast even if mrs. smith gave us a seating chart, there was laughing all through out the class. She didn't like that too much haha. Oh well ^_^ Today was just so fun, i hope more days are like today, that would be so much fun ^_^_^_^_^_^_^ Well im off to go take a shower and straighten my hair for my jazz band concert tonight,i hope every one is happy right now :) see ya later! |
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[Feb. 8th, 2006|08:11 pm] |
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So...at the moment, im trying to sleep but its just not working...American Idol is on..Its so weird...but funny at the same time because some people just sucked. The egotistical males walked out crying. That sucks haha. Well hmm its only 8:18 and im trying to sleep...Its so hot in this room >.< Oh well, so hmm what to talk about. Not much, just that school was interesting as usually. Hmmm well im out of words...Ciao for now~ *waveS* |
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| The ADVISORY DAY...^_^ |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|09:34 am] |
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Hey so im in advisory right now. I teacher decided to alternate our lesson plan for the day haha. Meaning...DO NOTHING :) Im kinda tired right now. The vikadin is still in my system and its finally shutting down..i feel really slow ...But not as slow as i felt during the surgery. Nitris...HAHAHA. So uh...Yeah Im not sure what else i want to right but i just felt like posting..OH! IM sad. Penny-arcade was down last night. I had not online comics to read up one. Ive already read all my other ones up to date but PA is the only one that im in the year 2004. OMG so many comics...I LOVE IT! Well im gonna go watch the ulitmate show down with my buds. Ill post some more later tonight..Hopefully ill feel alot better Too^_^ W00t! Ciao~ |
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| The day of Doom...kinda? |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|01:04 pm] |
| [ | My Mood |
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Ok, so i think im getting the hang of this...
So today, I knew it had to be done. I went into the "dentist" and i thought i was just getting one rootcanal.. Boy was i wrong...They figured out that one of my wisdom teeth was pushing into my moler which killed the root. The other root canal was just a dead root. So i had two root canals today...they put me on nitrus which put me out of it though...Two hours felt like 1...it was hella weird...Im on vikadin right now though...God its so weird...it still hurts but i feel really woozy. I just can't fall asleep though..roar..well great..i just got breaking news..i have to get all four wisdome teeth out after i get back from indiana. Wow, today is sucking alot...Im going to play guild wars until i fall asleep on the computer. I hope everyone else is have a good day! Bye!~ |
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| the weekend... |
[Feb. 5th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | pokemon | ] |
Wow, so i just cant seem to keep these things updated...oh well. So i had a very busy weekend. Friday i went to kharysa's mom and that night we travelled to her dads. We played curses and cards and then watched corpse bride for the rest of the night. I got a huge knot in my back though...stupid back. Then saturday, we went to work and bused tables till ten at night. we got to dance and sing later that night. That was fun :)Then we came home around 1. And then came today. SUPER BOWL SUNDAY! man was i excited..until the refs started making ridiculous calls. That pissed me off. By the end of the game i wanted to punch the steelers coach...oh well. Maybe next year the seahawks will have a better run. Anyways now im here. Its 11:26..time to sleep! Tootles! |
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